Normal but meaningfuL

Hey guys, been some time that i update the blog. Sigh sometime jez feel like abit lazy, even to go to work or to go out social. But last 2 days was a good experience though. I went out at 12am and came back home at 6am. haha…i also dunno how i can go out for so damn long n what i did was sitting there with a fren of mine n yum cha. Guess wat! we hv been chatting the whole morning. sitting at the same place and nvr even order for another drink.guess the mamak boss sure angry at both of us.

But, its been a long time since the meeting with this fren of mine so we were talking about anythg that came to mind. funny rite?I guess he wanna kick me coz i was so damn pessimistic about life. He is sure not happy about it. we were chatting n chatting n chatting n chatting n chatting n chatting til 6am. I was telling him that i was so damn angry at myself n i wont forgive myself because of some incident. Sigh! one or two of my frens has been advising me for getting too tense of life. Asked me to relax but i cant. I dont y i jez dun wan myself to be happy though…damn…wat has gone into me..n i am now in depression bah…sigh…wat can i do..!!???

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