Normal but meaningfuL

I almost dead few days ago, n almost have an accident the next day, life is precious???i think not for me…i dont have any life here n wont have any life in the future, know wat i have been doing now, no soul in my body anymore, when i need fren the most, i really cant find a single person to be there for me, wat a joke n lame person i am.

I know i am so lucky to be alive n shuld be thankful, gues the onli person that can solve my problem is myself, jez depend on myself, that how i see those thingy, whether it is jez a simple thing or a very important thg to me?

I guesss i will life like this for the rest of my life bah, body with no soul..no sad or no happy…destined to be alone for the rest of my life!!! sigh!!! jez need to accept that lioa

Ya…!!! wont think of stupid thg but wont be happy or sad lioa lo….got body but no soul lioa lo…sigh…anyway, still need to thank for that someone, who alwiz be there for me whenever i need her, yup…it;s u, u know that i am talking about u…thank you so much…wont forget u for the rest of my life though…

cya…guess i wont be updating my blog for a long long time lioa lo…hoho

Hey guys, been some time that i update the blog. Sigh sometime jez feel like abit lazy, even to go to work or to go out social. But last 2 days was a good experience though. I went out at 12am and came back home at 6am. haha…i also dunno how i can go out for so damn long n what i did was sitting there with a fren of mine n yum cha. Guess wat! we hv been chatting the whole morning. sitting at the same place and nvr even order for another drink.guess the mamak boss sure angry at both of us.

But, its been a long time since the meeting with this fren of mine so we were talking about anythg that came to mind. funny rite?I guess he wanna kick me coz i was so damn pessimistic about life. He is sure not happy about it. we were chatting n chatting n chatting n chatting n chatting n chatting til 6am. I was telling him that i was so damn angry at myself n i wont forgive myself because of some incident. Sigh! one or two of my frens has been advising me for getting too tense of life. Asked me to relax but i cant. I dont y i jez dun wan myself to be happy though…damn…wat has gone into me..n i am now in depression bah…sigh…wat can i do..!!???