iLLuSioN!!!
i thought there will be sunshine for me after some rainy days…but i dunno there is a storm waiting for me…i tried not to be negative…but reality is always cruel!!!! guess i am too naive to live bah!!!i am too childish coz i alwiz have the thinking that ppl wont hurt ppl coz we r all living together in this world…so they wont be hurting us as we r human..but i was really wrong bah!!!!
i was being too naive to live in this cruel world…i dont know i can stand for how long now…coz i really too helpless and lonely now bah!!no frens around…wat a joke coz i have been living in this world for 23 years n now i am telling u all tat i dun even have a fren to be by my side when somethg happen to me? yup this is the truth bah….haha funny rite? i also think that is funny too…i alwiz asked myself whether i treat ppl badly til they dun wan to fren with me? nope…i alwiz treat them with my all heart but then maybe they all tot my request is too much bah…
guess i really too naive n too childish to live….sigh!!! well anyway wish all of u in this world.. all the best bah!!!….bye
