CoNFuSiON!!!
I have been so damn negative these few months!!!from NO to YES and now to NO again!!!everytime when i faced some problem i will be really really weak!!!i changed alot…from happy go lucky to sad and to happy again n to sad again NOW!!!what got into me? there is alwiz an option in our life and it is all how we chose it!!but…we are all good at tALking but when there is really a prob then we will choose to back off or choose to avoid!!!!
I know i cant said i am the worst person in this world because i know there are alot more little children or maybe ppl who is more unlucky than me….but at the moment, i am so damn confused and so damn sad now because i have faced somethg that i need to be faced alone…alwiz empty and alwiz alone….no1 knows about it!!!!i cant let my family to get to know about it and i cant really let some of my frens to know about it…which is the most suffering part.the most sufferring is when u cant let ppl know the reason why u r suffering and y u r so damn sad about!!!!tat;s y no1 will understand….sigh….wateva it is, it;s my choice….i made an option so i need to live with it or face…jez the matter of choice or i wanna face it or maybe avoid it by goin somewhere far far away!!!! stupid rite? naive rite? toonaive and toostupid to live on in this world with full of lies and cruelness!!!!
SO FACE it or LEAVE it!!!
