Normal but meaningfuL

I had a lot of 1st time in the past week…1st time admitted to the hospital, 1st time have an operation, 1st time put in the I.V, 1st time have 21 days for MC. 21 DAYS??? Gosh that was really really long!!!..

Guess i have grown up, coz no1 was with me when i was wheel in the operation room.no1 was there for me when i came out from the operation room….n no fear at all when i was being wheeled into the operation room…

=)!!!! jez feel so cool coz of all the 1st time in my life just in few days time…so wateva also can happen….guess we need to be ready for all the unexpected thg that would happen….

CooL!!!

after sushine, i guessed will be a rainy day too…!!! but then i belief that human have two choices in their life, it’s really depends on what did u chose, n how did u chose it!!! well i guess after u have chose it then better live with it or maybe cope with it…dont be regret or complaint because that is our own choice of life. correct? unless u r brave enough or has enough courage to tell yourself that you made a wrong choice….well if u really have enough courage then i guess you found your own self though….shuld cheers for yourself. cause i still havent found myself and my own life. I guess that wil be a long journey for myself. need to be tough though if not u will be down in any minute or any seconds.

I gone thru quite alot but i guessed maybe not enuff. sometime i know human do have ups n downs in their life but izzit necessary to pay that much jez to learn a lesson?hmmm better skip this question…i know this would be a never ending discussion though.better skip all the sad moment (yeah! i really wish i can do that though but sigh failed)….anyway really hope everyone in this world would have a good life n will know how to choose their options…=)

hmmm!!!i was thinking to put some picture in here but then i was like thinking better dont…because i am not pretty as u guys know…sigh…so it’s no use to put a picture though…no1 will ever put some comment to me though…hahaa…
well i hv been bz n tire bah…sigh!!!!everyone need to wake up early n then slept late….that day was on MC…but still i slept quite late…hmm well i made some decision…but then i dunno whether my decision is correct or wrong…sigh!!! i thinks only time can proves whether my decision is correct or wrong….
jez can said..GOD Bless ME!!!!
pls do!!! if not i think i will be dying lioa